fuck you

bitch

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 23:34:32 GMT

" Drug tests ( in a while)"

I used to smoke a lot of weed ( i aint done that in a while)
used to blow out smoke when i breath ( i ant done that in a while)
used to smoke green miles ( aint done that in a while)
used to smile shrooms in piles ( i aint done that in a while)
used to pop mad pills ( i aint done that in a while)
used to have rhyme skills ( i aint done that in a while)
used to hate to run for fun pakced one gun/
used to know who i was ( i aint know that in a while)
used to smoke mad blunts ( i aint done that in a while)
used to smoke out for months ( i aint done that in a while)
used to fuck up my lungs ( i aint done that in a while)
man i did one too many drugs ( but i aint done em in a while)
used to fuck up all my trusts( i aint done that in a while)
used to get my piss from george- he aint have it no more
now i fucked up- im a be on proby for a while
in a while
in a while
in a while i aint do that
in a while
used to get good grades ( i aint done that in a while)
used to shroom out for days ( i aint done that in a while)
man i used to have it made ( i aint done that in a while)
even smoked mid grade ( shit-- i did that last week)
used to think too discreet-now i just grill all my beef/
sold all my weed-god as much weed as i need/
used to be greed- making ears bleed/
talk on speed- now you say i gotta be clean/

HOW YOU GONE press charges now i cant touch you?
bring my boys in this so they get fucked too?
n its iight if you dont trust me cuz i dont trust you/
as a matter fact i prolly busst you motherfucker FUCK YOU
in a while
in a while
in a while i aint do that
in a while

fuck that

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 19:46:22 GMT

" the bad trip ( shroomz)"

Woke up one morning - got a call from Dan/
said he got somthin real yummy in his hand/
i said dont move ill be there as soon as i can/
pulled out in the van- cuz my car wont start/
pulled behind his blazer n shifted to park/
he hopped in the van with the bag in his hand/
" how much for an 8" he said 45
i said you and I both know u didnt pay 45/
" iight dawg ill chop it down to 25/
u know, cuz im that nice of a guy/"
he reached in his pocket-looked side to side/
i pulled out my wallet- slipped him 25/
he opened up the door- said have a safe drive/
he had to shower but hed hit me up at 5/
i looked in the bag- what a fuckin suprise/
of coarse theres only stems n no caps inside/
fuck it- i met up wit joe C n lemmy/
i think im ready- to eat all these fuckin stemmys/
ate 7 stemmys- i think i ate too many/
at first the shit was worth every penny/
next thing i know i feel all fucked up/
curled up in a ball in the back of the car/
close the fuckin window joe before i slit my wrists/
fuckin pissed- and i hate myself/
take me to a hospital-i need some help/
im fucking crazy and everyone fucking hates me/
joe whats wrong with you- why does everyone hate me?!/
chill myself/ im fuckin bout to kill muself/
just give me a fuckin knife- i hate my fucking life/
plus i dont even give a fuck bout my health/
ill go home hang myself from my fan with a belt/
n burn my skin till the shit fall off n melt/
i stare at the window looking at the rain drops/
watch the rain drops turn to blue n red blobs/
lookin at the black sky- dude im bout to fuckingt die/
i cant feel my eyes im bout to fucking cry/
im cashed out- next thing i knew was i blacked out/
i looked all cracked out but theres no turnin back now/
joe said its iight brian ur gonne be fine/
just don't fucking take as many next time/
i said your right joe wait SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH/
your the fucking reason i got into this shit/
im sorry joe i didnt mean that-
but sometimes i just sit back and i really feel that/
everyone hates me- im drivin myself crazy/
maybe i should just end it all right now/
i basically have no life now/
but now its all over and i aint even mad/
just tellin yall bout the worst trip i ever fucking had/

- based up a true story-

fuck u

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 18:51:26 GMT

You can call me nobody

One hand on my neck- other is on my wallet/
a whole lot of nothing oh and thanks for running/
you could have spoke up-that would have meant something/
I have no face so you can call me nothin/
i have no face my I.D. is fake/
No adress my phone number is 0/
no friends but i got 1 hero/
role models my bank account- in love with my zero's/
move more weight than exercise pilate's/
no expression on my face- you can call me nobody/

you can call me nobody

uhh fuck u

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 23:40:38 GMT

heres just some things to think about, iight...
feel free to let me know if you think im right

scientists think were dumb enough to believe/
useless information- but check it -lsten to me/
if you take every single animal out of the sea/
the water level would decrease significantly/
that means the worlds not 3/4 water/
not thats even fucking important
but...
now pretend tomorows the celebration of your 20th year/
but in 2 days you'd actually be in your 21st year here/
so why the fuck can't you have a beer?
your just helping the beer disapear/
cuz some sick queer could easily come in here/
buy the beer- sell it to minors of 16 years/
parents shouldn't have to live in fear/
so why the fuck can't you have a beer?

yo in march 28th - the year was 1996 -
marcos lintena was charged for pounds of marijuana being shipped/
the judge didn't listen to the plea's of the defendant/
and gave lintena a 25 to life jail sentence/
now heres the deal- fucking only 3 months later/
a florida man kidnapped a 9 year old girl n then raped her/
now heres something disturbing that you might find here/
the man was only sentenced to fucking 6 years!
now maybe im wrong- maybe i need to look in a mirror/
but is america losing its fucking mind here/

but before ya'll start pealing out
just somefuckin things for u to think about/

--things 2 think bout--

fucker

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 19:55:45 GMT

back to pens n pencils
back to when we use to flow to instrumentals
lyrics as visual as television screen pixels
these days we do nothin live under the shade
sit in empty elevators -flow all day
now instead of catching 4 we catch a 4 wheel
but fuck a deal? can't we still keep it real?

dont rhyme like i used to but i still got skillz
dont smoke like i used to but i still pop pills
dont think like i used to i made different decisions
my mind slowed down like fat women metabolism
these days we do nothin we live under the shade
sit in empty elevators -flow all day
stopped for a while forgot how the Mic feel
but fuck a deal ima spit fire till my skin peel

we sit in empty elevators and flow all day

-Elevators-

Intellect

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 01:16:49 GMT

Its a brand new day
think of brand new things to say
i onlyhave 6 left to keep it complete
plus i can walk without moving my feet
i want money but i can never afford it
i need life support but couldnt support it
im gettin too old for this shit
plus i can talk without moving my lips
its not just cuz im the best
pay money n respect
don't think dont even guess
dont insult my intellect
and its not just cuz im the best
pay money n respect
don't think dont even guess
dont insult my intellect

" Intellect"

gaze

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 21:34:05 GMT

im juss sittin here, all i can do is just think
my eyes dont move left or right they just blink
im flippin in and out my hand wit my switch blade
i gaze at the blade and for a second im afraid
my eyes change colors to a lighter shade of jade
my minds not gods work my mind is man made
im laying on the floor looking up at my cieling
its fallin down on me or is giving me that feeling
i been in the sun so long my skin is now peeling
its fallin down on me or its givin me that feelin

" sittin here"

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